motivate.

lazy, bored and restless.. yawns.

my darlings are all so busy now! work, sch, internships blah blah blah. yet, i am relatively happy because for once, there's not much shit happening. somehow i get the feeling i'm an old woman trapped in a young person's body.

was talking to e bf the other day about partying. i see pictures of people drinking and dancing the night away, and i dont crave for that anymore. maybe not so much for dancing, drinking.. oh well, i'm getting there. i remember the last time we went to par-teh, it was kinda boring. we'd much rather sit down and talk.

dammit. i cant be getting old! i'm just reaching my prime!

yet, i cant get the thought of life being more than just merry-making out of my head. it seems so shallow and transcient.

anyways, we've been thinking of saving up for a really nice trip. it'll be kinda like a graduation trip, but it's not gonna happen until he actually graduates, which would be 2 years later. sighs. hopefully we'll save enough for all the things we wanna do and places we wanna see.

europe, here we come baby.

so the plan is 2 weeks in europe, which i think is too damn bloody short. have an aunt staying in england, so we'll probably pop by for a while as well (free lodging!!! yay!), then make our way to the other places. details will have to be straightened out later, anyway it's like still super duper long way to go.

when i say there are many places we wanna visit, i am not kidding. but here's our shortlisted places after much discussion and compromise (grumbles):

1. England

surrey: where e aunt lives

- london

pretty london.

i love harrods.

- stratford

might not seem like much, but it's shakepeare's birthplace - a definite must go.

- old trafford

manchester united rocks my socks!

- stanley park

apparently liverpool rocks his. traitor.

2. France

- paris

eiffel tower. beautiful. i have to go up this time!

moulin rouge! c'mon, dont u wanna go??

3. Netherlands

- amsterdam

weed! nah i'm just kidding.

4. Italy

- Milan

fashion capital of the world?? i'm there.

gucci cafe.. hell yeah.

hmm. we still have to figure out the route, plan the itinerary, and get the budget. following which, we have to SAVE SAVE SAVE like crazy for the best trip of our lives. ahahahahahah. i can hardly breathe. i need to get a job asap, you need to make sure u graduate on time.

easy peasy.