cravings.

this..

this..






this..

and this..



























what do we know after all..

my loves.

people are getting on one another's nerves.

with risks of breaking down, i opt to break free.

i pray that enough courage and strength are within us to cross this hurdle.

friends, i'm with you.


it was a near perfect off day last thursday, full of laughter, warmth and genuine friendship.

i miss that.

cant stand the fakeness, cant stand that at times i find myself becoming one of them.

anyways, my near perfect day off!

met 3 different bunch of peeps. first part of the day was spent whining with jo, cos we went to send janna and the gang off to the freaking US for 5 long weeks!!!!! *whines* we wanna go toooooooo!!! TAKE ME ALONG. they'll be goin LA, San Fran, New York(!!!), Oklahoma and if i'm not wrong VIVA Las Vegas! *mutters* bitches.

making plans to go back to US next year with some other classmates. we really miss staying together and playing all sorts of pranks on each other. oh, i have been planning to blog about my US trip for like forever, but there's just too many pics to sieve through, will try to do it asap. promise. love catching up with jo man, so much gossiping to be done. and updates, omg! i hope that stupid boy of hers does something soon!

next, was meeting up with my darlings mel and fran. they went to Japan at almost the same time la! left me all alone here in boring singapore. tmd. but i forgive u, cos of all the yummy stuff u got me. ahahaha! god, i'm so shallow.

fran made me a bento:

and i must say, tokyo banana rocks my socks!

mel got me white choc bix and damn chio sunnies that could put barret's bumble bee shades to shame:

i just look weird man.

love you darlings!!!! but can you like please plan trips on different days from now on????????? ugh.

met the boy after that. wooo. caught this:

damn fucking funny can. goodness. it made me laugh til i cried. i think all should catch this. the first one was damn good too, funnier in fact, but i think this one has a better storyline. great choice boyfriend! loads more movies to catch man.

i really really REALLY wanna watch:

-awake

-the other boleyn girl

-definitely maybe

- harold and kumar escape from guantanamo bay

wanted to catch crows zero desperately! but they only had that for like a little while. wtf. and the stupid woman at the counter said cos no one wanted to watch it, it was just fighting all the way. i mean, hello??? did u not watch the trailer?? the show IS ABOUT FIGHTING U CUCKOO. sigh. no more hot jap ah bengs to look at. damn.

one movie i'll definitely NOT watch - Hottie Nottie. wtf. stupid bimbo.

anyways, after movie and dinner we were deciding whether or not to head down to Wala's to listen to the live band and have some drinks. I LOVE WALA'S ON THURSDAY. the band is really good! anyways, we felt a bit cuckoo going there just the two of us so we went to boat quay instead. and i have to repeat this, the boy cant drink! hahahah. *coughs*loser. HEE. i like... he isnt really the ktv pub kinda guy and not long he was yawning, trying to finish his mug of beer. to cut the long story short, we went to MOS on a THURSDAY night, just the TWO of us, cos he wanted to dance. so impromptu. loves. we had this mini competition, see who's able to get a hp number first. la la la. i won! sucker was a guy with a gf of 9yrs. jerk.

i love it when u get jealous.

i'm a little saddistic. shit.

love the way you excite me and leave me wanting for more.

ahem.

i have something to announce.

im sure most of you have guessed by now, but in order to minimise office gossip we've decided to hold back the news til now...

Yes everyone, i am dating Leon Lau Kang Hui.

okok, close those mouths, dont need to be too shocked.

and yes, references to the boy=leon.

pls refrain from banging your heads against the wall, i know i can do better but..

anyways, i got conned into this by surprise breakfasts, so if you're wondering why... hahaha.

leon, if you're reading this, it's a JOKE.


he's actually very sweet (i know it doesnt show);

and super patient;

and damn good to me (most of the time);

and super funny (not to mention cuckoo);

and he cooks (experimentally, and im e guinea pig);

and most of all, he's such a cutie! see below:

*faints*

ahahaha. yep, that's about it. i have low standards, what can i say.

Mr Lau, announcement done, be prepared for questions ahead.



ooh, cant wait for tml....



see ya boyfriend!

EURGH.

if i cant watch my rock concert show, i'm gonna blame YOU.

if i cant get my new handphone, YOU are the reason.

if i cant get my belly pierced, YOU are soooooooooooo gonna be hated.


ugh.


i'm gonna comfort myself with some facts though:

a) at least im not as FAT as YOU, thick elephant legged thing.

b) i'm gonna leave the shit hole whereas YOU will probably be there for the rest of your sad and pathetic life.

c) i can get screwed if i want.




BITCH.

abt the boy.

dine is so damn touched, even though she was freaked out by a pair of familiar dunks..

couldnt believe my eyes last night.

AND i cant believe that you wanted to scare the wits out of me IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.

after work, i jumped into a cab as per normal to go back home and crash (exams drain the shit out of my brain, especially so when i dont study..)
got a damn nice cab driver who offered to watch me go up the lift before driving away. but cos i'm the "geh kiang" type, i said NOOOOOOO, it's safe and im fine.

dammit.

i should have said yes and watch you get beaten up by some unknown taxi driver!

muahahahahahah.

i'm evil i know.














sometimes i wonder why u're so good to me.

i vote sleep.

after much deliberation and consideration, i have decided to fuck it and sleep.

ZW, i will show you how much determination i have.

continue to pray for me though.










i hate exams.

life.

i have embarrassed myself into the next century.

god dammit.

saturday was wild man. like seriously. drank too much, too fast. said too much, touched my forbidden fruit. i always knew the boy couldnt drink well, why didnt i limit myself. ugh.

anyways, feelings of shitiness melted away, then came back and hit me at full impact.

took a poll: "would you rather be sad, or be a bitch and be happy?"

most people said they'd rather be a bitch and be happy.

ruthless biatches......... I LIKE.

still clueless on what to do. give me a sign man, I AM HUMAN AFTER ALL!



grabbed from the always chripy and fresh looking (i have no idea how she does it!) summer's blog:

love the last pic, my hair looks nice for once! (and i look like i have boobs!)
u gotta love the photographer.

life back at the nest totally sux now.

i'm like non-existent.

damn. i crave human interaction, gonna start applying for OT at work just to stay away.

but it was worth it...










no matter how long we have, i'll just try to make the most of it.

i want to be a bitch.

i want it to be me me me.

i dont want to give a shit about anyone else's feelings.

..but i cant.